Saturday, February 28, 2009

A videogame

"लोग अपना बनाके छोड देते है,
रिश्ते गैरो से जोड लेते है,
हम तो एक फूल भी ना तोड सके,
लोग तो दिल भी तोड देते है."


For once i wish i were someone with a stronger heart. Having a heart made out of glass doesn't help in this cruel world. Everyone has their problems and everyone solves them too... ... ... ... ...the last thing anyone alive will want is their nightmares falling into reality in front of them.
If i were to say i am a braveheart the last thing i will be doing is lying. But this heart has endured a lot and has had enough pain....yet it gets heavy doses at irregular intervals of time...
i made a friend after a long long time and was very happy about it too. we talked on the phone almost every day..... then one day while i was returning home from my college.... she gave me a missed ring, i called back immidietly and we spoke for sometime, then i asked her didnt she get a better time than morning, she said she was bored and wanted a time pass... ... ... ... i asked her does she talk to me cuz i make her laugh and entertain her, she said yes... ... ... i hung up with only enough courtesy of saying bye.
the last thing i wanna be known as timepass... b'cos it hurts to know that u have no more value in that person's life than that of a video game,or a novel which can be read when ever one feels like it.... .... .... .... That means i have no voice of my own ,i have no opinions of my own ,i have no thoughta of my own, no wishes of my own... just a videogame
a video game
that is what i have become, it hurts to know that whom i consider friends, for whom i can lay down my life, think of me as nothing more than entertainment.

"कभी आंसू तो कभी खुशी बेची
हमने अकेलेपन मे तन्हाई बेची
चन्द सांसे है खरीदने के लिये
रोज मरती हुई ज़िन्दगी बेची
सताने लगे जब मुझ मेरे ही साये
परेशान होके मैने रोशनी बेची
एक हम ही थे जो खुद ही बिक गये
वरना लोगो ने तो दोस्ती बेची"

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